Yeah so time really flies. March is ending soon. A week time actually.
How have you been? What have you done? Anything fulfilling?
Not me. Haha.
I haven't done anything fulfilling.
Except wasting time.
Hurting people I love.
Happiness is a choice yeah?
Then call me stupid and fucked up but I don't wanna be happy.
I'm so addicted to this pain ever since I was secondary 3.
It's like a drug already. I'm so familiar with it.
I just don't like to be disappointed. The feeling sucks.
If I can't be honest in words then who can I even be honest to?