I still miss you.

Yeah so time really flies. March is ending soon. A week time actually.

How have you been? What have you done? Anything fulfilling?

Not me. Haha.

I haven't done anything fulfilling.

Except wasting time.

Hurting people I love.

Hurting myself.

Happiness is a choice yeah?

Then call me stupid and fucked up but I don't wanna be happy.

I'm so addicted to this pain ever since I was secondary 3.

It's like a drug already. I'm so familiar with it.

I just don't like to be disappointed. The feeling sucks.

If I can't be honest in words then who can I even be honest to?

Fuck it.