Secret.

It's been going on for days,

& I know if it continues, it will have a bad ending.

But I don't care, I like that bad ending.

This few weeks I've stop eating so much food.

My intake is really little.

Sometimes, I get very tired or I feel like all my energy has been sucked away.

This morning I felt like vomiting.

Than when I ate something, I felt really sick.

I felt fat and disgusting and wanted to puke everything out.

I'm hungry now, but who cares.

I'm not going to eat.

I'm not going to eat breakfast and lunch tomorrow.

Hope I can survive.

So what if I become anorexia or bulimic?

Is it wrong to want to be skinny?

I doubt not.