When loving gets hard.

Give up.

That's what my mind says.

Hang on.

That's what my heart says.

When loving gets hard, I just want to tell you that I like you.

But I'm afraid we won't be friends anymore.

Do you read my blog?

If you do and you are reading this now, don't freak out.

I like you,

I don't know to what extend but I like you.

When I talk to you, you make me forget my worries.

You make me laugh foolishly in front of my computer.

When I found out I can't see you,

I was sad, devastated.

I really want to see your face.

But now, I'm asking myself if I should give you up.

Give up on this cause it's so pointless.

It feels like is going no where.

I hate giving you up, but I don't like the feeling of doing all this for nothing.

Sigh.

Life is difficult, decisions are even worst.