I really need you.

I really need someone to tell me it's alright.

No scratch that.

I wouldn't believe it anyway.

I really need someone to be there,

Someone to tell me "hey i understand"

Without me finding the right words to explain how I am feeling right now.

But it's impossible because every fucking one is caught up with their own life.

And I have to be strong because I have to.

Honestly thinking of going to the doctor one day and tell the doctor that I think i'm depressed.

And I've contemplated suicide far to many times to still think i'm still sane.

If nothing is stopping me, no one is stopping me.

I would really wish to cross a busy road...