No scratch that.
I wouldn't believe it anyway.
I really need someone to be there,
Someone to tell me "hey i understand"
Without me finding the right words to explain how I am feeling right now.
But it's impossible because every fucking one is caught up with their own life.
And I have to be strong because I have to.
Honestly thinking of going to the doctor one day and tell the doctor that I think i'm depressed.
And I've contemplated suicide far to many times to still think i'm still sane.
If nothing is stopping me, no one is stopping me.
I would really wish to cross a busy road...