I'm not as friendly as before.
I'm not as talkative as before.
I'm never happy for long.
I don't talk to friends I love anymore.
I don't know how to start conversations.
I cannot be bothered to start conversations.
I just sit there and listen.
I'm losing myself.
I'm too tired to make an effort.
If you want to know me, you make an effort to know me.
Talk to me first. Keep asking questions.
Keep starting conversational topics.
Then maybe i'll slowly open myself up to you.
Now, i guess my heart is in an ice box.