It's Still Christmas!

Hey all,

before I'm going to update you on my life I just want to wish you all out there

A MERRY CHRISTMAS!

To all those(you know who you are) that has been there for me not only when I'm all cheery and crazy but even when I'm down I want to thank you and congrats you at the same time.

Thank you for having the patience and tolerating my craziness/mood swings/emo-ness.

And also congrats for understanding me, well I mean trying to understand me.

Cause no one understands me, not even myself. Unless you are God.

Which obviously you aren't.

So yeah, just want to say I love you guys too.

So christmas was so busy, hectic and tiring.

To be completely honest, I didn't enjoy christmas.

I did enjoy some parts.

But I dreaded and hated most of it.

I guess in my mind, I just want to receive things, slack and not give anything.

But thank God the good side of Shay is always thinking of others first!

So I wrote about 50-60 +++ cards, decided to go caroling which we had to sing like 7 or more songs to 5 houses. Due to the cards and caroling, I had lack of sleep._.

Plus I'm going through mood swings now which makes me even more tired.

Oh well, I'm just glad everything is done.

Now I can focus on my homework and projectS.

PROJECTS.

Firetruck.

I really want to take a break!

But how can I rest, when all this stupid shitty arsehole things keep coming to me!

Seriously, today I asked myself again.

WHY DID I CHOOSE THAT COURSE?

I have been asking myself this so many times.

People have been asking me that too!

And honestly I just smile it off like it's nothing.

But if this course is giving me so much pressure and well unhappiness then why the firetruck am I still here?

I mean, not that the friends there are bad or something. They are really cool peeps. Not that I hate the modules (well some) but I don't love it either. It's neutral.

You can say I'm a coward.

If this questions keeps popping up in my mind, I really don't know what I will do...

Quit school I guess.

And get into Lassale or something.

Okay, on a happier note. Today's dinner with relatives were awesomely fun!

Here is only a few photos of the food. It's only like 1/4 of the food there!

Really love the company tonight.

It was awesome.

Dad was being so ridiculous. Now even my dad wants me to get married off asap.

Like whut._.

I'm only 17 leyyyyyy.

Plus they all think I have like suitors and stuff.

That's even more ridiculous.

ME?! SUITORS!

HAHHHAHAHA.

Biggest joke of all.

But they are really nice people.

Keep telling me I look pretty and like all the nice things.

Say my hair very long also.

HAHA.

And I also realise my hair is REAL long.

YAY

I like(Y)

But the "pretty" comments is just say say only.

Honestly, I don't believe.

Heh.

So anyway I got to go.

Take care readers!

If you have receive my mail, it would be gladly appreciated if you can write an acknowledgement note on twitter/facebook.

Thank you!

(*v*)

XOXO