I'm telling you my gut feeling strongly tell me that I'm not going to do well for this oral.
Yet, no one believes.
When I left the room I didn't feel happy at all you know.
I felt pretty ft up.
I had that super uneasy feeling,
Like the I can do better for this yet I didn't.
Yet no one believes me.
Doesn't mean I do well in practices means I will do well for the real thing right?
Every one is just asking me to cheer up but they don't understand me at all.
HOW THE FT CAN I CHEER UP WHEN I KNOW I PRETTY MUCH SCREWED MY ORAL UP?
EVERYONE SEEM PRETTY HAPPY ABOUT THEIR PERFORMANCE!
BUT I'M NOT!
I UNDER PERFORM OKAY!
Seriously just bang me down.
I'm so not in the mood for cheer up comments and God will have a plan for you.
I know he will have a plan for me but I'm not feeling it.
Worst is, I feel terrible!
I FUCK MY ORALS,
I'M GOING TO FUCK MY LIFE PRETTY SOON.
JUST WAIT AND SEE...