No one believes me.

I'm telling you my gut feeling strongly tell me that I'm not going to do well for this oral.

Yet, no one believes.

When I left the room I didn't feel happy at all you know.

I felt pretty ft up.

I had that super uneasy feeling,

Like the I can do better for this yet I didn't.

Yet no one believes me.

Doesn't mean I do well in practices means I will do well for the real thing right?

Every one is just asking me to cheer up but they don't understand me at all.

HOW THE FT CAN I CHEER UP WHEN I KNOW I PRETTY MUCH SCREWED MY ORAL UP?

EVERYONE SEEM PRETTY HAPPY ABOUT THEIR PERFORMANCE!

BUT I'M NOT!

I UNDER PERFORM OKAY!

WTFT.

Seriously just bang me down.

I'm so not in the mood for cheer up comments and God will have a plan for you.

I know he will have a plan for me but I'm not feeling it.

Worst is, I feel terrible!

I FUCK MY ORALS,

I'M GOING TO FUCK MY LIFE PRETTY SOON.

JUST WAIT AND SEE...