&He loves me wholeheartedly.

Why am I still rejecting?
Why don't I have complete faith in him?
Look at the kids in the video,
Completely singing their lungs out for God.
Lifting their hands high up, not to show off.
But to show that they really do love God and their trust in Him wholeheartedly.

What about me?
Where is that girl who use to love God, have faith and trust in Him?
Where did she go?